It started with a simple message.
One of those moments when I felt God interrupt my own thoughts, and I listened.
I sent her:
“I love it when God interrupts my thoughts and reminds me that the battle is not mine, but His.”
Not long after, she replied,
“I’m so mad. I can’t even appreciate your message.”
I told her,
“You will in time. And girl, you and I both. But have faith. God sees you and He hears you.”
Then she opened up.
She told me she is in the final stretch of putting herself through school. She has been paying her own way, pushing forward despite everything. But right now, she cannot find the money for tuition, food, or even basic support for herself and her son. They are both hungry.
And I felt it deeply. Because I have been there before. I know what it feels like to stand at the edge of exhaustion, trying to be strong while quietly falling apart.
She said,
“I cooked porridge for dinner yesterday. I left it on the stove. I told Maceo to share out his and put the rest in the fridge.”
Later she told me he forgot, and it spoiled.
That broke my heart.
I said to her,
“Don’t think I am in a better place than you. I just know things will get better. I’ve been there before, and trust me, God is going to deliver you. I don’t know how or when, but He will.”
And the truth is, I was already emotional. I was in a space where anything heartfelt would make me cry. Her story just opened the floodgates. Not because I was weak, but because compassion lives deeply in me.
I did not have money to give her. And that was painful in itself. But I refused to believe that was the end of the story.
So I reached out to my nephew. Gently. Without pressure.
I asked him if he had anything he could give to help them buy food. I told him not to stress himself, especially with month-end approaching. He asked if she had a Scotia account. I got the number and sent it to him.
Shortly after, he sent her $15,000.
I cried.
Not small tears.
Deep, grateful, overwhelming tears.
Because once again, God showed me that provision does not always come through our hands, but He will still use our hearts. Even when I had nothing financially, He allowed me to be a bridge.
That is how God uses me.
Not always as the giver, but as the connector.
Not always as the provider, but as the vessel.
I shared this moment with someone, and they said to me:
“Now you are tapping into your purpose. Keep God first in everything, Michelle. Be still and watch your blessings come to you and your family.”
And that broke me all over again, in the most beautiful way. Because it confirmed what I have always known.
God did not bring me into this world for nothing.
He created me to bring hope.
To speak faith when people feel defeated.
To remind them that the battle is not theirs, but His.
I was in the kitchen, thinking about all of this. I whispered to myself,
“Now I know why I am here.”
I am here for people.
For the tired.
For the lost.
For the ones who feel forgotten.
For the ones who just need someone to remind them that God still sees them.
This path is not always easy. It is emotional. It is heavy at times. And today, my tears would not stop. But giving up is not an option for me. Compassion is my calling. Faith is my anchor.
I just need to lean into God a little more. This will allow Him to continue directing my steps. He guides me toward the people He has placed in my care.
Because when God interrupts your thoughts,
He is usually inviting you to walk deeper into your purpose.

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